sorry i havent written in a while

hey blog i am sorry i have not wrote much lately i just been kinda depressed its almost my 13 birthday so u think i be happy but i am not me and Amanda tried to make me a facebook so i can talk to Anna Sundstrand so i can get to know her and we can be friends but she didnt add me or write me back so i deleted it i dont blame her for not trusting it because of Sonia but i tried to make sure she knew it was really me i guess ill never get her to like me :( its ok i dont really like me Amanda told me so wont add her ether so not to feel bad but i do i just wish i could have stopped Sonia's lies then maybe Anna would like me i sent Anna flowers i used my aunts card shhh heheh i hope Anna liked them or atlest says thank you i doubt it though